no, thats not the issue. this is supposed to be the word of the lord. its written in first person. i have seen a lot of this kind of crap from catholic sources.
if this is gods word, its equal to scripture. so i didnt ask if it helped you or if you liked it or if you understood it or if you related it to other scripture. im asking if this is scripture. is this from a true prophet. is that the real word of the lord?
and its not just that one paragraph. and i didnt say i had trouble understanding it. i said its made up bull and not the lord speaking.