Re: EDITED For All Eternity! Jesus is the eternal sabbath.

Refreshed, I don't know why you are making such a big deal over the "C" deal. I honestly didn't care about that at all, but I don't know why you would have come to the conclusion that by you renaming Calvinism, "C", and me going along with it, it meant we had now washed all the negative times on here down the drain. I try to do that anyway, on an ongoing basis, but I just don't know what the new name "C" had to do with it all. I guess this is just another huge lesson in showing how easily communication is broken down. I didn't even know it was a joke. The jokes on me, on that one. lol I really honestly thought it made you feel better not to have to say the word. I'm sorry if that hurts you in some way, but it's honestly what I thought.

And what I expressed about the debates always coming back to Calvinism, over and over, was not meant to hurt you either. I just saw Loquat trying to figure out what was going on, and I thought I'd try to help him figure it out. I mean I don't know how many countless times I have had the thought that it's ridiculous for me to be on here because you all are so against my beliefs as a calvinist, that nothing I ever say will have any merit, and it has truly seemed that way. I've even made posts about that reality. But this has never actually been Curezone right? The joke is on me too there, right? It's the twilight zone and so everything is opposite of what I think it is. Actually you love Calvinism and you love it so much that over and over, even if what we are discussing has nothing to do with that whatsoever, it gets brought up out of nowhere because you just want to hear more about it, and the other subjects pale in comparison, so you want to change the subject back to calvinism as much as possible. I think I'm getting it all now. lol

The post I made tonight was not meant as a slam against you or to hurt you. I'm not angry because of these things. I just wanted to tell it like it was, or at least how I thought it was, but who knows how it is. lol

Maybe you know how it is. Why don't you tell me how you assess these past eight years on here. I've been missing out on the love party all this time, haven't I? I've been imagining all these heated debates, battling in my imagination only. Where's the psycho forum? Does the twilight zone have one of those yet?

I forgive you too, for making me feel insane once again. lol








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