Need to detox my friend I been exactly where you are just a month ago. Go on a fruit juice fast for 90 days. You have lupus same as me. It will get to the point where it is attacking your brain and eyes.
Do a 90 day juice fast and take gi broom every day. Take Iodine in small amount every day. Then eat only fruit diet.
You don't do this you will die. Or wish you would die.