Bro, I'm in exactly the same position haha, lost all my friends, don't feel comfortable around anyone anymore not even family, I mean how can you have a positive outlook in life when not a single person can speak to you without feeling uncomfortable around you, It sucks so bad. I've waited and hoped and tried and still nothing, my lips are still f***ed up. In the past year I've gone from one of the happiest sociable people ever to a depression, anxiety and isolation. Any other defect on my body I wouldn't have minded. But whe the f***ing lips man. You can't talk to anybody about it because nobody understands ahhh f***ing hell.