There's ridiculous and then there's suppressed information about the spirit realm and the overarching sentience.
Yes but when there is no objective proof to show, and nobody can replicate the experiment and get the same results, maybe what you say is only in your imagination. Maybe you are just fooling yourself, you just want to see the world in a way because you like it this way, but maybe you are wrong and delusional. Just consider it.
(or explain how we can talk with this overarching sentience and see if we can get similar results/informations) If you are the only one who is capable to do that, maybe you are just lost in your head... (same thing than believing everything about a religion/sect)