hello friendly helpers
here is an update, i appreciate you reading it and sharing your thoughts if you want
first for the deficiencies, i started taking tangy tangerine, corrected my levels of vitd + b12, probiotics, magnesium, kelp, trace minerals, omegas etc, also 2.5l of juices everyday green and carrot-beet, still had some cooked food too, also small doses spirulina, afa, chlorella. im trying everyday to cover all essential nutrients. after my condition had previously gotten a little worse everyday, it now stagnated and actually soon began to get a little better every week, meaning more energy in the muscles, nervous system not irritated anymore. then after 3 weeks of slight improvement, i was able to walk to the bathroom again by myself but still in pain, i switched to fully raw, 3.5l of juice a day + fresh wheatgrass juice twice a day, after one week i included small meals of fruit or salad with a variety of nuts/avo when i felt hungry. at the same time i began detoxing with the incurables program by dr schulze, maybe you know it. its a comprehensive herbal program with liver, intestinal, kidneys, parasites etc cleansing, enemas etc so i thought i will give it a try. after a few days i started improving tremendously, i could walk again, press my juices myself, even walk the dog, but then after 2 weeks i went for a pretty long walk, i felt up to it but afterwards i crashed again. that was two weeks ago now and ever since then im getting weaker again everyday, hurts much when walking, nervous system very irritated(without external stimuli) same as when i crashed 3 months ago and the first time one year ago 2weeks after i broke my 37day water fast. i kept doing the cleansing program and finished the 4 weeks of it (1st week liver with herbs and oil-grapfruit-garlic flushes, 2nd kidneys, 3rd liver, 4th kidneys, Bentonite etc for intestine throughout) yesterday but the decline hasnt stopped. now i dont understand why i crashed again. healing crisis? i dont know. im not sure on how to proceed. im keeping the diet, the juicing etc. it feels good. but it seems like the nutrition alone isnt stopping the decline this time. im scared of doing more cleansing now apart from the cleansing diet. since last time i didnt need to flush the liver or anything but improved just with the intense nutrient intake im reluctant to do it now, also becuase im weaker and enemas for example are really exhausting again. anybody have some thoughts on this? id really appreciate you sharing. also im staying with my family now and they have been helping me but they dont really believe in natural healing methods and are telling me everyday that they need to see improvement again very soon or they will put me into psychatric hospital because they think im just crazy in my head. im trying to keep that pressuring and negativity away from me as best as i can.
also i was wondering about absorption, can the raw foods + probiotics and fermented foods like sauerkraut im eating every day be enough to promote a healthy gut that can absorb all the nutrients i#m pouring in? or what else cna i do to optimize that?
thank you! best wishes of maximum health and happiness to everybody