hey, you are not the only that is depressed so that should at least reassure you that you can fight it. think of it this way, there is someone going through much worse! If someone got you into that state of derpression, then it is time to let go and never let someone dictate you life ( you are letting the Depression control you - we only live once and you have to force urself to be happy. ps: i am going through the same thing and i know it is hard- but you will be OK)