Re: Liver Cleanse: Desperate for Help!

Thank you for being kind and selfless.

Today is a bad day and I had a terrible night. I woke up feeling like my pulse was 20 beats per minute. I was so scared that I forced myself to stay awake for 5 hours just so I wouldn't die in my sleep. I'm so hopeless. I'm so helpless. The people around me are raining bad judgment and telling me I'm loosing my mind. These thoughts only make matters worst. I wish all the negativity would just go away. But they are my friends (so I think) and they will not go away.

I feel very congested right now, however will not flush again until next Friday. I took 2 tablespoons of Epsom Salt last night. That really helped my weak heart after I felt great movement. Its just that relief last such a short amount of time. I wish I could just pause recover a bit then continue again. Its heartbreaking and nerve racking to stay in a constant state of 'on the verge of death'.

Anyways, I went to a Gastrologist today (forced to go). It turns out I felt like I knew more about the Liver/Gallbladder than he did. What the hell is wrong with society? Capitalism has permanently screwed the world.

I'm sorry for ranting. I feel like taking a baseball bat to anything and everyone I see. I'm full of anger, rage, and frustration. My health has left my bank account empty and my life just as unfulfilled.

The signs of recovery are there, but the psychological battle is like none other. I'm desperately trying to keep it together, perhaps I need some sort of meditation.

Where would you put my in terms of length within the process. 50% or less or more? Personally, I thought I was almost done due to how little stones are coming out during each flush.

Any other tricks I can use to ease the congestion/frustration?

Thanks!

Kyle
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