Okay that was ten yes later than when I first starting having problems (I became unable to c1imax at 14).Although even when I started masterbating I had to force it from flaccid to get it erect then ejaculate ,so I guess I was never truly aroused in the first place.I immediately afterwards I had a crash in energy and I began to panic,so I began to masterbate more.This late 13.so something was out of balance in the first place.since 18 I can't even get hard or achieve a full erection.
Feeling safe ,that's interesting you say that because I had an issue like that what with all my panic attacks when I was younger.
So after the 15 years of pysco therapy were you able to have normal sexual functioning and have a sexlife?
After smoking loads of weed about a year ago,I remembered about how when I was a kid I got freaked out by the way my dad looked at me once in the shower and how I began to have panic attacks and at night these strange intense almost paranormal experiences (seeing the future etc) .so. Maybe all those issues you mentioned play a role.
I expect the physco sexual counsellors will look into all physiological avenues.
Well done for learning how stand up for your own views without feeling threatened.