Hello, Fist off let me apologizes for taking so long to respond back to the two of you. I feel so bad, about you two taking time to answer me. I do appreciate your insight and answers. Sleep is VERY important to me. I've been working a night-shift Job that leaves me no time to do anything. It keeps me tired, and I'm more than sure this job is wearing my health down. It's killing me slowly. My day/night consist of working all night, coming home and sleeping to prepare for the upcoming night. My life is basically gone. For the most part I feel my mom and I get along fine, I love her. But she hasn't been the greatest mother to tell the truth. There is drug history and because of this I was taken from her and placed with my aunt. My aunt raised me. Loneliness is and has been the story of my life. I've been alone my entire life. I also have a sexless life, always have. I've always felt vulnerable, as I live alone and feel as if I have no one to protect me because I wasn't worthy of protecting-this is another entire story.