Damnit, send me your iodine! I went through nearly 2 years of detox, but it was worth every minute of it. It stirs up some serious shit and it took me taking upwards of 6 grams a day to reach the light at the end of the tunnel. I was able to keep my testicles because of Iodine and I now have a beautiful baby girl.
You definitely stirred up some stuff from your past, now it takes a minimum of 100+ mg a day to get past the hump. From the sound of it, you need it as much as I did.