I have been with Body Odor for over 25 years and still fighting it. I have realized the key to finding the cure is persistent trials and errors. My advise to you is do not quit, do not take your life. Quitters and Felodese are losers. You do not want to be a loser. You are a Winner, a Champion. Do not quit. Quitting or suicide do not worth it. Keep on with the fight. What if you take your life today and by next week someone amongst us discovers the cure. Will you forgive yourself where ever you may be after the suicide? So please, continue with the fight my brother. I have been there many times.
Find Happiness in little things, Appreciate yourself. You have very peculiar gifts, so go on, appreciate yourself. Avoid those who make you unhappy, whether siblings, parents, relatives of friends. They do not worth the trouble. You are too precious for their troubles. Find and do things that make you happy and Enjoy life. You are the Best amongst all men and women. See yourself that way and respect others. You are what you think you are. May God Bless and Protect You.