haha...i actually sat out in the sun today for an hour or so...maybe that is where i am getting my energy.
i am not too worried about the weight loss. it just seems strange that i can be so active yet somehow not drop, i dont comprehend that because according to what Science teaches us about burning calories and the average amount of calories expended in a day it seem like i should have lost at least 3lbs in the last 5 days; it's a mystery to me.
i got some California dates in the mail today that i ordered because i thought i would be ending my fast today and i wanted them for monday(look like i am not breaking it tho) so i went to see if my parents wanted some of them and i sat with them while they ate fried chicken with all the fixings and just the smell was satisfying to me...up until a few days ago i had to leave my house when they were eating dinner because it triggered such strong cravings. but now i kinda feel like my dogs, every time my mom comes home in last week with food i go upstairs and start smelling every bag just like my dogs do when i come home from the grocery store...haha...looks like i am turning part plant and part dog, i definitely dont feel human.