"Ask forgiveness" from whom?? It's YOUR fast! :^) Decide what YOU want to do and then do it. If you're not ready for a dedicated fast, then so be it - you are no lesser of a human being for that! When you are ready then you will be able to stick with it. It's better to just accept where you are now rather than try to put some weird expectations on yourself that you're not ready for. Listen to your body, and do what's BEST for you! God bless!!