well, just trying to keep focused in a chaotic world. He was one of our greatest prophets and teachers... yet most, even most Christians, just go through the motions of ritual and religion without trying to access the raw truths and emotions of it all (ie, the why part of it). sometime this weekend I am going to go back and watch the whole film, as hard as it is to watch. Mel Gibson really gave us all a gift putting that film together.