is this world not heaven, do we curse to be born only when we die then it is too late, I think, God forgive me, and you know it now and there would be no forgive then, why wait, one loves the devil, he rewards us in this world, lucifer, very nice exiting in one's thoughts, very impressive to reflect, he cannot allow us in peace, that comes when we die. in heaven in the sky so beautiful - and is this what we have been learning from the church, very nice.