yeah i agree : only " I " can do the footwork for myself. That is what it boils down to. The thing that I need to have more of is PATIENCE. I only get this quality UNWITTINGLY, meaning, I have been through a lot and have endured it ( emotionally mostly) and since I am still alive, i guess you could say i have been patient but its a quality that is not something that I actually conscientiously cultivate . its mostly a hindsight quality (smile)
Life is tough. and sometimes it can be REAAALLLLY tough. Emotionally ... uh... hate to say this but I have an excessive amount of pride ( no true humility here). That is one of my biggest problems. My pride gets in the way of a lot of things. I don't like being humbled but i find myself being humbled on a daily basis.
Trying to accept that its ok to feel all my feelings is uh. something I am working on.
I still hope you get to see that movie " touching the void"
its a new release ( in the theaters)
take a look at it
give me your opinion
its just about a mountain expedition that went astray
but its still incredible
well, keep up with the good art work ( whatever channel it may be)
keep in touch
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yeah i get the irony part ( good at giving advice but not taking it)
i take only half of my advice
the rest i struggle through
the remainder i just chuck out the window