Re: Please help me! I need advice. I'm a 14 year old boy being raped by my Mom's boyfriend and I can't let her find out but I don't know what to do.

I was sexually assulted a number of time's by by step father, it started when I was 12, my mother and he would get drunk she would pass out and he would come into my bed room and force me to suck him off, i was in another part of the house and my mother was passed out she would not hear me scream out as he forcrd me to do this, at 17 I left home and moved in with my aunt to get away from him not realizing my younger sister was the next target for him, I thought she was safe, she ended up running away also I did not know this until a few year's ago, I am 50 she is 49, my mother passed away when I was 38, my sister blamed me for the encounters she had and did not talk to me for 20 years, I am gay she said if I would have kept it up he would not have botherd her, I will carry that guilt every day for the rest of my life Tweet