My opinion is that your doctor should be hung from the highest tree for what he is doing to you, he IS a NOS. The physical discomfort you are experiencing, is something YOU might be willing to tolerate, but suicidal feelings is not something you should be taking lightly. You should definitely STOP the drugs, not all of a sudden, the shock will be too much for your body. GRADUALLY cut down so that you can SAFELY get off them. I know almost nothing about drugs, so keep checking here and at the Liver Flush Forum for more advice.