While I was SMILING BIG being on curezone.com this quiet Friday night my roommate walked in and decided to flip on the TV...(Which I do not frequenty watch) I glanced over time and time again seeminglessly looking at the news... My awareness is so intense nowadays it begins to be more dificult to block out a television three feet from you... Within minutes I felt anxiety, depression, and unconfident... I always question why I am acting un-vibrant and instantly realized the tv's mixed media, colors, and negative comments were ridiculing my all loving attitude. Even if I am catching the last minutes of a comedy act while booting up the laptop I feel anxiety, depression, and unconfident hit me instantly... This is a feeling I can't overturn while I am gazing into the hundreds of lights... There must be some sort of wave lengths being projected from modern televisions which create this mood... I will not be watching any more movies/tv from my television... Thankfully the laptop and movie theatre screens are a bit different.(In my opinion)... Once again Self-Experimentation at its best...