I'm so sorry to hear what you're going through, I felt the same way. I remember not even wanting to go on. It's one thing to be sick, but to be sick and not even be able to do anything about it is even worse. I remember thinking I would NEVER get better, but I did. My husband was great at reminding me that my hope was in the Lord and that He was in control despite the outcome, even though my health was totally out of control. Hanging onto that hope was the most important thing.
I went to a "holistic" dr. that ended up putting me on hydrocortisone. That helped at first, but began to make the problem worse. I weaned myself off of it by adding in Chinese Licorice Root. I was sensitive to a lot, but that herb helped me tremendously, I believe that assisted in the healing of my adrenals. I also took vitamin b and c and nettle leaf. Nettle leaf also helped heal them. I was also taking magenesium malate, TMG, vitamin D and zinc. For awhile, I had to eat a gluten free, Sugar free, caffeine free, dairy free diet. I basically ate organic meats, fruits and veggies and rice.
I hope this helps. Let me know if you have any specific questions. Also, there's a lot more info on my blog inthebeginninghealthyliving com.