Don't want to sound like a dick, but personally, it's hard for me to take BradButter seriously. Based on his previous posts I wouldn't at all be surprised if this is just for attention. I find it hard to believe that someone tries to commit suicide and is hospitalized yet the next day makes sure to post it on the Internet.
I could be wrong and if I am then I apologize. And if you did try to commit suicide twice then you absolutely are depressed. Don't see how you could say otherwise.
And honestly if people are even considering suicide because of this condition I think that person is pretty selfish and weak minded. And those people dont appreciate life for what it is. I've served my country and watched people die way before their time. People who would throw away their life like its some insignificant thing, over a stupid lip problem, are insulting. And they are idiotic for not seeing life for the gift that it is.
So for those who are even considering suicide, get your head out of your ass and realize that you are pretty damn lucky if EC is the worst of your problems.
Sorry if people don't agree, or think that I'm being an ass hole but its how I feel. And I feel strongly about it