I'm in man. I've ALWAYS desired to take this to the end. In the name of experiemnting (sp) with "life" or "reality" I have gone DEEP!! When I lost sight of that and was dying, I felt a call to go as far to become pure in the name of the same cause that polluted myself, that being freedom. I wll not be sold on someone else's vision, for there can be only one, with different views/flavors of course. As much as it pains me to admit it, if I was wlllng to de for 3 pills of pure MDMA, or this drug or that drug, to experience what few ever would, to stretch the boundries of reality and life, than what's a few zappers or bath drop oils to me if it can help others believe??