Well, sad moments come time to time, but they pass over quickly, it is the finnish guts that I have ;) I have already discovered the power of mind and the mood, but sometimes it is hard to keep yourself thinking positive. I have read few books about power of the mind, maybe should read also those you suggested.
What I think about this all most of the time, is that this is a challenge I have to figure out. And after that, I still have plenty to do, something important, what, I am not sure, but the time will show.
No, the electus is not mine, sometimes wanted one, yes, but never owned anyway, maybe someday :)