:-) There, there now,...shhhhhhhhhh, it's going to be A O.K.!
Been there, done that,....and I am in nearly the exact same pickle as you in life--please trust me! You are SO NOT alone my friend! Tie a knot on , 'the end of your rope',....and hang the heck on-please, K? K! :-)
Thinking back to when I was soooo severe as to 'discharge' down below. Yep! Three 'spells' of that I can recall.
They preceded major herx's. I'd like to put 'major' in all caps,...but I fear a self-fulfilling deal would ensue for you my friend. Whatever is coming, is coming,...Yes? It is what it is, as my tough friend oft repeats!
My question is what do you want, REALLY? The pain and discomfort to ease? (We have solutions for that). Or, do you want to know how to 'soldier' through? See? Some days I want both,....but it NEVER works that way.
Sounds to me like you are at the worst of it,....and it's always the worst 5 minutes before it breaks!-IMO
I think you're going to be just fine! You are stronger than those parasites,....and they are the crazy ones! Kick tail, literally! :-)
I'm thinking good, prayerful thoughts for you friend! :-)