Re: Too overwhelmed to fight illness
Nah thats BS, I gave up the foods and the friends (alcohol too in my case) long ago and I dont miss them. And I was so f***ing addicted to pasteurized milk, gluten (ate bread with all meals) etc You are not that sick if you actually still feel its worth it to hold on those. Some days I go crazy and eat shit (one per 2 weeks or so) but the friends/alcohol thing its obvious, I have nothing in common with them anymore and drinking makes my penis hurt. Yeah you read that right lol Hangovers usually last 2 days too and were much worse than my friend´s ones.
You sound like a very neat guy, I really liked the way you wrote the message, seriously. Looks like the best ones get these kinds of things or what? What its all this about Jeohva, trying to produce more saints?? XD
I think you just need to get on the recovery seriously. It can be done. Think you are working for when you are healthy again but then we will enjoy the pleasures of life in a more balanced way and we will be able to enjoy them much longer that way. I have no choide though, I have severe ED...
I know it sucks but its up to you. You can "party hard" for the remaining time until you get really worse and anyway end doing some drastic shit or be responsible and start right away with the researching, trying protocol and giving up unhealthy things.