Yeah, with me I've gone into anything like that it could possibly be, but I don't think it's emotional at all. If you knew me you'd know that I guess. I had an awesome upbringing with great friends and family. I havent had any more emotaional trauma than the next person with relationships, break ups etc. But im generally one of those solid caring faithful types in relationships anyway and mine usually last years, hence havent been with that many people in my life.
I've been extremely positive even through 12yrs of Chronic-Fatigue-Syndrome and digestive issues, up until November last year. This level ive broken down to is far beyond anything in my life, ever before. So much worse, a seemingly impossible situation. Since the gut break down I dont think my neurotransmitters have been working properly either because the level of flatness and inability to think or remember anything became huge, like over night. And yes I now get Depression where I never have before despite all my years of illness. I only get it now because I can feel how extremely low and fragile my body is, that it REALLY doesn't work now, to a dangerous level, and only getting worse quite fast. So that's the only emotional trauma I'm dealing with, the high possibility I may not have long on this earth without a miracle.