My name is Ryan. I am so sorry you have too go through what you have, too go through(: I can understand and also very much relate too you! I've had this fecal body odour for 6yrs, since I was 24 yrs old and am now 30 lol. All I can say, is that for me, when life gets too hard too handle and you have nobody else too talk too, or anywhere else to go, one thing I've personally experienced, is that especially in those very, dark, lonesome times, God is there:D I would suggest, if you have tried everything, perhapes you may want too consider, calling out too God in prayer and asking Him too help you and listen too you:) This is what has helped me, in alot of dark times, even though I am still going through this problem. Anytime you need too talk, feel free to send me a posting through here:) Okay take care and God bless you.