i know. this is what everyone says, ''try simple things''. but its never enough for me... without a diagnosis, i am constantly taking stabs in the dark at what might be able to help me. my diet is much healthier than its ever been in my life as of the past several years. i can no longer tolerate gluten so 90% of breads (which was the cornerstone of my lifelong diet) are gone. ive also tried taking digestive enzymes before. i have bought several bottles over the years of probiotic pills. ill take them daily or several times a day for a few weeks without noticing any difference before giving up. typically i manage to keep my digestion relatively under control and have 1-2 bowel movements a day though.
but its more than just simple routine digestive problems. i think i probably have an overgrowth of parasites and other things. i may sound like a hypochondriac to anyone reading this, always thinking the worst, but believe me these problems are REAL and theres no possibility for me not to act this way. trust me i know how i sound... but these symptoms are as incredible to me as it is to anyone listening to me explain it. totally unbelievable i know.
i really think my entire body needs a drastic antibiotic type FLUSH with some extreme treatment which is why i feel a need to try something rash. i do those simple fiber+milk thistle+silymaran type cleanses all the time. just recently i did a Seasalt +water cleanse for a day followed by a mild juice fast for 2 days before i returned to eating anything solid. (because i was having some constipation issues). when i do things like that, i never get better. i just fix the immediate problems and go back to normal.
i do also have eyebright as well, both pills and liquid to use with an eyecup which i use time to time but im not diligent and have never noticed a difference to keep going with this questionably beneficial attempt at treating myself so i quit.
i did also read recently about magnesium and stronium in their ability to increase the absorbtion of calcium by the body. i did pick up some magnesium recently and also stronium. its magnesium citrate 200mg . im not sure if its the correct kind?... it says on it, nervous system support... hmm. ive been taking it for a few days but i dont notice any difference and just today/yesterday my neck has stiffened up to this extreme level where it hurts to twist it. (this happened a few years ago and i didnt think it was ever going to heal. took months, but now i am even worse than i was then, so with the growths on my knees now, you can imagine my fear. what if i end up with a growth here on my neck now? that will probably render me paralyzed or dead... and then i REALLY wont be able to do anything about anything!)
is there at least something easy moderate/extreme (relatively safe?) thing that i could perhaps try now? could it possibly help me to try out something powerful like Oleander for a month or two? is that dangerous to try without a clear diagnosis? surely a healthy person wont be killed by attempting a strong treatment that will cure an unhealthy person right.
i also had interest in Colloidal Silver and other types of cleansing antibiotic things. do i truly REQUIRE a diagnosis to give these kinds moderate/extreme treatments an attempt?
i really need to start on something and i need to feel like im making some progress. without any improvement i cant keep up with anything im trying that isnt even working. do you know what i mean? im just totally stuck and nothing i try helps... but i have never tried anything extreme. (or moderately extreme)
i would prefer to just treat myself as i feel and i feel that i have growing cancers growing with these forming lumps/cysts across my body and the pain i feel all day just makes me all that much more insane and freaking out. i feel my body has less than a year to live. but everyone keeps telling me to just do simple things and think positively while i just continue to decay and never see any improvements.
if i could just get a diagnosis i could know what i SHOULD be doing!! it is so screwed up they can leave someone in limbo like this. it is beyond torture.