Re: I'm still going...
Thanks so much for the advice. This has got to be the hardest most boring thing I've ever done. How you guys do it that have a regular job is beyond me. I have the comfort of home, can sleep late but that also works against me because I'm in constant reach of my kitchen and was always a "nibbler". hmmmmmm.... So these 10 days have been pretty hard for me. I'm pushing on.
I know I'm not doing this thing the "purist" way but I'm doing it the best I can. I have had no food. I HAD to stop smoking and yes, I've used Chantix in the past and realize it causes some mean effects on some people... not me... I love it. The only bad thing about Chantix is it does tend to keep me up at night... so at night only, I will take an Ativan to sleep. And this is all temporary. I'm just simply desperate to complete this thing and these are the "to me" small measures that I'm taking to get there. I've failed every time in the past and I'm excited to have gotten this far. Yet, don't confuse excitement with energy as I have none... I'm plain ole bored with this but I'm loving loving loving the weight loss... holy guacamole!!! It's falling off so fast.
Thanks again for the encouragement. I definitely need it.
Tomorrow, I have got to do something different so I'm going to get out in the pool and sunbathe a bit while listening to meditation music. Maybe that will help soothe me and keep me going. Maybe a little sungazing at sunset.
Good luck everyone!
Female: 40yrs
Start Weight: 165
Current W: 149