I was sexually assaulted at a friend's house about 4 months ago (she wasn't there). It was very rough and 3 different men raped me. I know it sounds wrong, but I replay the event in my head over and over and I actually found pleasure in it. I've had fantasies about being dominated since puberty, but it actually happened. In a sick way, I wish it would happen again, because it seems so exciting. Am I odd for thinking this way?