Thanks Sara and all others for your support. As for food... I've been there too much! it's not the food that causing me all this. Don't get me wrong I'm physcally healthy, I have too much pysical power but it's my CNS that causing me so many different symptoms and mess my body entirely,totally ruins my quality of life. Those symptoms can range from neuro inflammatory response all over my body to feeling mania or depression or losing my whole identity, it all depends to what it's shifted too. If I don't intervene with meds the cycle goes on forever and gets out of control even into life threatening situations. I've learned that only meds influence my CNS which can shift it to other forms of symptoms but not to get rid of it and not to solve it, so I used to play with them so I could survive before one form could get out of control. than I encounter meds that I couldn't recognize meds that could shift it back so I regressed and got into very scary situation until i found a new way to shift it back or what I may call as miracles. Only sleeping pills slows the progress of it but they cannot be taken over long period of times because the body adjust to them.
Only recentely I found that Water Fasting can shift it naturally but still it's not curing(or perhaps little cure that I'm not recognizing)! I'm relatively ok after a Water Fast but only for a short time. I can't Water Fast all my life , I'll die. I think my body have already adjusted to fasting(water),so it seems not too much helpfull to me. I turned here because I think that this type of fasting may help me, I don't know why but I still have faith that a dry fast may change things slowly. I very need this to help me, my body got no other choice... believe me that is what it is.