Since you said 4 drops = 120 mg, does that mean you're taking SSKI alone? My best emotional release involved molecular iodiNe, such as you would get with Lugol's or Iodoral. SSKI has also been important to me, especially as the iodiDe provided "light" to iodiNe's "dark." But nothing took me to the dark places like iodiNe. You might keep that in mind if you don't get the results you're looking for.