The courtroom type setting could have been frightening if I had been down in my body in a courtroom. .. but I had no nervousness because whatever the Light I met was, I knew it loved me like crazy. I did understand that if
I looked up at the Light... I would die... but not because G-d would kill me but because if I looked up into that much, I would never have been able
to be talked into coming back into that mangled and broken body to learn about love, whileI was right there in front of all the love that will ever be... the very substance of Love.
It would be like being afraid to see your favorite grandmother or Friend after a while apart.