I am right there with you!I had the same thoughts when I found out I was pregnant! My little boy is only 14 mos old, so I am EXTREMELY grateful to have been led to Curezone now vs. much later. I have been cleansing for nearly 10 years, just never incorporated the Liver-Flush into the regimen.
I too have been through counseling and a couple of different prescriptions for the depression. I HATED how I felt on the medication...almost like I was somewhere else. I would much rather feel the pain and be present than ignore it and have my mind in the ether somewhere. I guess this is why I never really liked or desired illegal drugs...had the same effect on me. My drug of choice right now is cigarettes. I KNOW that at some point, this too will be released and I will be free. Smoking is entirely emotional for me and I have known this for some time. I finally had to get to the point of not beating myself up over it.
I am just constantly amazed at how fearfully and wonderfully made we are! For the body to have the ability to right itself after years of abuse is simply astonishing to me!
I just know that through the right approach, faith and perserverance(sp?), anything can be accomplished.