'FREE thinking' is contrary to the status quo 'BOOKISM'.
You have been PURSUING Mira for at least half an hour, grassman.......WHY does Mira offend your sensibilities?......Perhaps Mira's "FREE THINKING" is contrary to your puppet "following" devotion of the status quo comfort zone.
Since you have decided that one person has to be better than another and insist on believing that you are better than everyone, The Lord has rewarded you....with POETIC JUSTICE.
...but realize this......
....low self-esteem is an INSECURITY, and you will have that insecurity for the rest of your life (God built poetic justice into EVERYTHING) and you will have a 'hellish' mind because you chose the habit of being in opposition to your fellow human being. If you had not chosen to set your heart against your fellow human being, you could have a 'HEAVENly' mind (if you also managed to TRULY have truth, peace, and justice in your heart and mind).....
Romans 12:2
"be transformed by the renewal of the MIND".
You see, this is the age of ETERNITY (Ephesians 1:10).
Jesus came in the fulness/completion/end of time and ushered in THE AGE OF ETERNITY (this is no longer the AGE OF TIME).....Our everyday behavior is only the present part of our final destiny (today's performance of our destiny will simply BE CONTINUED into the afterlife).
...(of course "time" still has SOME relevance in how God knows us....."a day is as a thousand years").
Of course, you can always BEG GOD instead of simply TRUSTING HIM (worship with lips) and impress Him with all your 'christian lingo'/jargon in order that He will give you a heavenly mind so that you cannot "be shaken"...
Hebrews 12:27
"Yet once more, I will shake not only the earth, but also THE HEAVEN"......"in order that what cannot be shaken may remain".
...so, what to do, what to do????....(maybe, GET OFF HUMANITY'S CASE!).
....your choice.