Re: "Here I am"...but now you're not :( ??? Re: "wish you were here", Uny--Hip fracture....n/m
"I'm much more versed on avoiding allopathic medicine & butchery than dealing with the results (commonly 'best case scenario/worst case scenario'). "
Exactly what I realized, as I continued to post and not hear anything from you. In a way, my posting was refelcting the need to just document in the vaguest way what was going on, on the site that I feel the most affinity with, and *to* the person I feel a big respect for.
Now it's been almost a week exactly, to when all this began
and I am beginning to feel much better. Just tonight.
I too was sharing with the idea this is a learning/teaching forum, but as I got not response to acknowledge I had posted I began to feel the need to be more private. This is likely more energetic than 'physical'. Anyway, I was hurt, bewildered I guess, but know fully, it is not your responsibility to fix anything...
I really really felt like I needed to hear three words.
I mean, just three. or five...
Sometimes I think you do way too much, and in a strange way, it adds up to too little. Which works against *you*.
I mean that in the most gentle way possible for you to hear, because I care for you. I am sorry now that I deleted all the posts, and didn't save them. I thought I might just not even come back to this forum--I mean, I was thinking, something happened and our paths have separated. I was doingokay, sortof, with that, but I hope you can 'dig' that I was overwhelmed. And forgive my skewed and needy perceptions.
I am so sorry to hear you are going through tough stuff...
ox C