from a reaction inside me and that I watch the world. What reaction, spririt, energy, life, God, satan,, people's ideas, and how i do respond and how i see it etc. most men react but hide as if not involved, as if doing it for other, as jobs for rewards, so their suppression blocks their mind to see not the truth before their eyes and to connect with the whole being and the creator. So the more you have True Love the more a reaction out of which you see clear what you really want, that is the way...if you know this reaction the lead you to the truth of life then you have the flow of life or light or water or God or what ever you like. Now do I have that, that power, if not it is the way, right way to go to get. It is also easy for it is there to be sensed and you do not have to wait for others to love you first, it is not a demand at all, it is yours so the heaven in you. How can you tell the devils or men not to take your Life?