I hope this doesnt sound harsh but lets get real; The people who are torturing u and driving you over the edge to commit suicide aren't going to feel bad if you kill yourself. There doing it because thats what they want you to do. It's gunna make them feel great, bc being a bitch/horrid person is a complement these days. If you go and kill urself there just gunna be like, "yeah, look at me with my bad self" and its just gunna be orgasmic for their ego. Theres not a super tangable solution to this problem; but killing yourself isn't going to get us tmaus the attention that we need. We need support, and running away will further make this an unsolvable problem.