theres no silver bullet cure thats clear by now. i just hope that i can find something that will improve my condition so i can better myself.
day 4 still feeling weird and tired. i didnt have anymore dark dreams, i did dream but i cant recall what it was.
i read about the salt push and i tried that yesterday and today. i keep getting only clear or very pale yellow urine. does that mean anything?
i have some old feelings come up, but i cant tell if it means anything as i have that all the time. i can remember something and think about what i should have done or feel angry. once in awhile i do feel strange though.
my legs and arms are hurting like crazy.