I went through about four years ago. I was numb to my feelings. I quit anti depressants thinking it was them. Then I realized it was me. I could not feel anything. I went through a whole relationship with someone feeling pretty blank a lot of times. My highs weren't high my lows weren't low. It was horrible. I wonder when if every I could get my feelings back.
Then when I did recover I soon met someone who was everything I ever wanted. It was a dream come true. But even then I wanted to run from that at the point where he was so into me. Now I am healed and I am married to that person he is the perfect husband I had on my vision board.