For the past 2 years I have tried every naturopathic method under the sun and spent thousands of dollars on everything. I have so many symptoms and I'm only 20, all of my naturopaths said that was insanely rare and bad, but NONE of them could help me!!!
Heavy metal testing- didn't have anything bad except lead, which i chelated
Yeast- have given up trying to get rid of it because something else is making it impossible for me to fight off (3lac does help though)
I have severe depression/apathy, longstanding, i was on the bipolar spectrum a couple years ago but that seems to have subsided.
Itchy rash on my neck and chest that doesn't go away.
-Constant panicky feeling, like I can't breathe deeply enough
-Can hear my heart beat on the pillow at night
- I tried the Elimination Diet for 3 weeks and instead of feeling better I felt more depressed and heavy and my rash got worse
-Stool testing said I had mild clostridium
-Taking vitamins and pills doesn't do anything, it seems i literally don't process anything out of the pills
-Took pepsin+Betaine HCL in immediate release capsule with food for a while, didn't seem to do anything
-Took accutane for 5 months as 16 year old
-Long standing self-esteem issues
-Eliminating foods from Igg allergy test didn't make me feel better either.
My main problem is DIGESTION. I can't seem to actually digest anything. My BMs are much smaller and less formed and processed than they used to be. I'm insanely gassy and can't pass a meal without burping or farting. I think about ending my life because every day it seems my digestion gets worse and I feel more and more panicky and all this weight is going straight to my gut where I used to have perfect dancer abs. It feels like nothings MOVING in my body, like everything's just getting stuck and piled up instead of being eliminated.
I seriously am at a loss because I am a dancer and if I don't have my body I don't have art but I'm FALLING apart!!! and I feel heavy and depressed and yet panicked all the time and I'm only 20. It is already 10 times harder for me to lose weight than it was like 2 years ago and my face even looks older. SOMETHING is going wrong and if I don't figure it out soon I'm going to have a heart attack does someone think they could help me??