I have a lot of things as well. It is all about you outlook and not letting your problems run your life. You only get one. By vet meds I hope you are not taking Ivermectin. It works initially but whatever it kills grow resistant quickly and it acts as a depressant. Therefore, it will not be doing anything towards killing and will just make you depressed. Actually most antiparasitics pharmas will make you feel bad. I know from experience and it was never a solution. It might be for some people but if you are dealing with a lot of coinfections and a surpressed immune system, no resolution will be made. Detoxing has been the only thing that works for me.