I think I found what you're looking for. I clicked on where it says " all pjangel's messages" at the top of your post and found where you asked telman a question...
Here's the link //www.curezone.org/forums/m.asp?f=447&i=28971
BTW I can totally identify with where you're coming from. I have two kids ages 2 and 4 . Been dealing with clarity coming and going like that for 4 years now due to depression...it sucks! I used to be so smart and quick. My solution for keeping hold of messages that are helpful to me in curezone is to "add to favorites" from my browser window.