Re: That "letting go" feeling
Pinkcat,
Wonderful description. I feel really lucky to have had that first experince.
It made it much easier to bear the later one, with all the anger just churning
away. That one was hard, (it felt like regressing, which I believe it was)
and left me feeling quite 'disheartened' for a few days. Not seeing the bigger picture, the process of all this.
But the first one: yes, it was very like you describe it. So much like a film, so many people, and then, processing it really rapidly, as we do with dreams, where an epic can occur in a very brief time. And, for me, a sense of real gratefulness to every person, and every experience. Love actually. I think the one that brought up a lot of anger, was probably going Quite a bit further back in time. It may be that lots 'moved', ( got stirred up and 'dislodged') but not so much was 'fully released'. Literally and figuratively!
I'm looking forward to the next one. feeling a bit of childlike excitement. Maybe
tomorrow, or Sunday.