It is unbelievable that a person of sensitivity, awareness, understanding, love, can eat meat. And if they can eat meat then something is missing they are still unconscious somewhere of what they are doing.. They say 'oh the farmers are doing so and so..etc..etc' There are no excuses. YOu can write pages about it venting your anger..still no excuses. You decided on being 'vegan no more', you feel it is necessary to back to eating meat etc..etc.. Then do so, why put it up here for everyone to see..and argue about. You feel your diet is deficient etc..Speak to your doctor, your spouse, kids family. What is the point of putting it up on a public forum? Your health is more important than what others think..seek medical help, not that of a forum. Seek your family and close friends for support if need be.