Im at the same place as you, I desperately want to regain my health and get back to the weight I used to be. I know fasting is the way to do this, I want to go back to that healthy lifestyle I used to live.
Its always hard for me to get past the first 3 days, after that it really does get easier. Ive beem struggling the past couple weeks to start my fast. Tomorrow I will start tho, I feel really good about it.
I found someone on curezone who fasted with me last time, we texted each other and that really helped. If youre interested in being fasting/texting buddies send me a private message.