Just received my colosan....query

Just receieved my Colosan....took one dose yesterday, one about an hour ago.
What Cute Sounds my Tummy made.....it was kind of fun.....made me a bit nervous, but everything 'came out okay'....(smile of relief--I was away from home)

However, can I still flush tonight? That will be more than 12 hours away before the first ES. I would expect it would be fine....guess I just needed/wanted some reassurance. I've noticed I am having more anger issues surface--funny, for years I REALLY wasn't angry often (up to 22 or 23) then I married a person with a temper, tried it on, didn't like it and probably 'stuffed' my anger, and was angry at myself that I even felt angry, then at 36 noticed anger blowing up out of nowhere.....kept stuffing....by 38 Depression started (just as I was learning to eat better, etc) and I always said "I'm the kindest depressed person I know". Did that for almost 12 years....

and Wednesday I spoke VERY forcefully (okay, I blew up) with the phone company (the woman was saying that my complaint that the phone lines were down was the first one, so maybe there wasn't REALLY a problem--duh, no one could call in cause the lines were down...and me with limited Cell Phone minutes...sigh...and it took them almost 12 hours to restore it....after I called all my neighbors and asked them to call....it was exasperating....no internet, no phones....last time my over charges were $25....but STILL....I was so surprised I lost my temper when the lady said there was static and she 'couldn't hear me' on my Cell Phone ....I MADE SURE SHE COULD HEAR ME. I think I was a bit louder than necessary. and mad as a wet hen!

The hilarious part--my eleven year old son,brilliant boy, homeschooled, came over and started waving lavendar essential oil under my nose--and then rubbed it on my feet. It was so funny, it was impossible to stay mad. And I calmed down (returned to center) afterwards pretty quick. My anger I'm not comfortable with...I do appreciate how much more forceful, clear, and how much more I am willing to 'stand up for myself'.

I like this stuff! So, last time i flushed, I "let go" of aggravations and hurts...right after I took my OO, and I got some good sized stones during colonic....so if I get angry, but let it go, and don't stuff it....hmmm....wondering what makes chaff and little stones....I think aggravations I let fester = chaff and tiny stones....but I look forward to getting cleaned out enough that I can be more TRULY patient/compassionate with people.

Hey, I may not be "grateful for fleas" (you'd have to have read Corrie Ten Boom book") but I'm sure grateful for what Gallstones have led me to.....more learning....and getting my true self and my life and my health back.

WHOOSH. I think I'll go soak in the tub.

Thanks all for "listening" Oh, and about that colosan and my flush....
what do you think?(que creas?)
gracias,
pj
(my language skills keep returning....I KNOW my blocked colon & guts impact my brain....all the things I learned over the years are starting to come back....my intuition is returning.....I AM THRILLED....and not THERE yet. My body is still hurting....

Onward and upward and OUT stones, out!
Thanks all. I read the directions, but any insights about the Colosan appreciated.
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