Keep it up and don't give up! There are natural alternatives to synthroid, if that's what you're taking. You can still heal your cancer and live healthy and happily. I'm pretty new as my diagnosis was only about 4 months ago. I was between the Gerson and the Hippocrates treatment for my condition and chose Hippocrates because of the raw-live foods, and I wasn't crazy about the coffee enemas with Gerson therapy. I tried them for a while and got addicted to the caffeine and also couldn't have a BM without it. Hippocrates uses wheatgrass implants instead, as well as an all raw-living food diet. But, I've read Charlotte Gerson's book. I like both Therapies. Good luck and stay in touch.