One very hurting soul. He is lashing out at all the wrong people while being suc***ed by the very system that has unsurped his power. He took the bait and did so based on his suffering.
I feel very sorry for Ryan. I wish I could help but his mind is closed tight shut.
And Ryan if you are seeing this I am not being patronizing although I sense you will think I am. If there was a way to reach out to you through your *current* confusion I would do so. I really hope that one day you will see through all the BS and see that you have more power than you think and that all these belief systems are fodder for a hurting and fearful mind.
These are all real people behind these screens. Try and separate out the info from the person. Imagine you are posting to your grandmother.